It's past midnight, I can't sleep. my baby is on mi mind and I am crying in silence. Impotence is what I feel. Impotent to stop her suffering having to deal with that bad disease. Oh God, she is not happy and I whish I could take all her pain and make it all mine, I would give anything to trade her suffering for happiness, how long is this going to prolong?
"... I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails
I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses."
Am I being selfish thinking that way? Jesus, I can't help it but feel that I would gladly give my life in exchange for my family pains.
Almighty, have mercy on my children and my wife and everybody that feel despair and feel lost. God I pray that they find You as I am trying to find You.
Our father who art in heaven, Hallowed be Thy name
thy kingdom come, thy will be done,
on hearth as in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread and forgive our sins,
as we forgive each one of those who sins against us.
And lead us not to the time of trial but deliver us from evil,
for Thine is the Kingdom, the Power and the Glory.
Let all the people say Amen,In every tribe and tongue.
Let every heart's desire be joined,
To see the Kingdom come. Let every hope and every dream,
Be born in love again. Let all the world sing with one voice,
Let the people say Amen.
Amen.
I love you Raquelucha and I think of the times when you were only five years old and how I loved watching you running around with a big smile and loud laughter around the house. I would love to live those moments again with you.
GOD please don't let her out of your sight, take care of our baby
